well. it's monday. just tomorrow to go before i return to school. what a mess. i'm excited/nervous. whatever.


thanks to those of you who have commented on my new layout. much appreciated. i'd also like to let you know that i've created a new icon journal. if you're interested, you can add it - lumieremolle. note: i have added users openwide, luna_chick and marielovesroses because they have taken an interest in my icons before. if any of you want me to remove you, let me know. don't forget to add me back.


i've been downloading songs + albums to the umpteenth degree lately. thanks to soulseek.

albums -
anastacia; self-titled
dido; no angel
norah jones; feels like home
soundtrack; the beauty and the beast
soundtrack; mulan
sugababes; three

songs -
blink 182; i miss you
jessica simpson; with you
kelis; milkshake
sophie ellis bextor; mixed up world


i taped thir13en ghosts off of showtime2 last night. i'm going to watch it when joshua's finished watching paradise hotel. with survivor finished i'm down to four programs a week - popular, boston public, wwe raw and wwe smackdown! - this means i've offically dropped american idol. i do enjoy it. but it's on at a bad time.

  • Current Music
    milkshake (remix); kelis with lala + rah digga


1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why?
22. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
24. Do you consider me a good friend?
25. What makes me, me?
26. Would you make a move on me?
27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?


tutorial presentation didn't go so flash. eh. so what, the teacher said no group should get lower than a b so i'm happy.

  • Current Mood
    bitchy bitchy


i need your help.



these are the first two attempts at my buffy the vampire slayer tribute series that i began (and deleted) an age ago. i am in no way happy with either of these icons. so; i want your honest opinions on how to make them better or if you like them the way they are.


  • Current Music
    rollercoaster; machine gun fellatio


I would like everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then if you want, you can go to your journal and copy and paste this; allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
  • Current Music
    shoop; rebekah lavauney

happy fucking easter.

today was not as fun as i thought it would be. we went to mt barker to see grannan and as soon as we walked into sash fergurson i was overwhelmed with sadness. then we went into the dining room and were talking to some of the old ladies and it broke my heart. we went into grannan's room and she was sad and so happy to see us. then joshua said something as a joke about me that almost made me cry right there and dad told joshua to "stop picking on me." i'm a fucking adult. and i need my daddy to save me. we then went to mcdonalds. and i ate like a pig. it was disgusting. i hate food and people growing old. happy fucking easter.

go me with the moodiness and hating a holiday. makes me fit in.

  • Current Mood
    blank blank

easter weekend.

i've been sleeping in, eating and staying up late. god i missed being a good-for-nothing layabout. =;

my family and i went up the road to yum sing for dinner. i gorged on sweet&sour chicken and chocolate mousse. fuck you all. it was nice. dinner convo. eh. well.

my parents have been buying things everytime they leave the house. today they went house hunting again and brought me home a shitty $10 garage sale-watch. i adore it. it's all crummy and retro. or something.

i realise i should be out tonight. with friends. or things like that. but. well. i'm here. i made an icon for luna_chick today. woo.

tomorrow my father and i are going for a drive to mt. barker to visit my great grandmother in her respite care place for easter. we're the only people going. what a lovely gesture.

i might update dearisobel later.

  • Current Music
    hey mama; black eyed peas

one fine day.

today has been quite nice. in fact. this whole week has been might charming. apart from issues and troubles with a certain person i've been really happy all week.

i'd like to thank everyone who commented on speedwayjunky's new layout. and i also got my first icon request from someone i don't know! yay for me. orsomething.

i'm going to be posting poems throughout this entry. these are real poems by real poets and i would be lying if i said i wasn't acting a little pretentious in saying that.


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i got my assignment essay on snow falling on cedars back today in english studies. i got 17/20 on it which was pleasing. i'm finally picking up my level of work to something i expect of myself. however maths a is still being a major thorn in my side. 48% on my d.i. has probably ruined my whole mark. not good.


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i managed to catch up with pureplacebo tonight and it made me uber-happy. i've also grown so close to rabidninjakoala so quickly it's startling. i tell her things i tell no one. and she's a kiwi! xx pureplacebo has such a fine boyfriend. she shouldn't be allowed to. no women should get boyfriends over gay men. it's just not right. if you agree with me then tell me. i want allies, damn it!


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i mainly chose those poems because i deciphered meanings from them or really liked the imagery they created. if any of you care, and take a close, anylitical look at them, you might appreciate them more. i can help anyone who wants to know what they're about and can't be bothered looking closely. lol. though in the second two i'm not really sure.

  • Current Music
    young hearts run free; cle wootton